"But if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree 'Be uprooted and planted in the sea', and it would obey you." -Luke 17:6

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Reagan's Seven Month Birthday (+ a Prayer Request)

Hey, hey, hey!

It's that time again.  
Time to see how Baby Girl, and thus our lives, 
have changed!

-Temperament-

Overall, she is a happy baby!  
That is, unless you 
a) take her bottle from her before the last drop is drained, 
b) you stand in the way of the TV when her Mickey is on, 
or c) she is teething or in the middle of a growth spurt.  
But she spends most of her days bouncing in the exersaucer 
(can you say "lifesaver"?!), 
smiling and laughing at her hilarious parents 
(okay, I might have gone a little far with that one, lol), 
or attempting to pick up anything within her reach.  
She's a busy little bee!

-Weight-

At her 6 month appointment, 
Reagan was 17 lbs, 5 oz and 26 3/4 inches long.  
Yeah, she's a chunk, lol.  

That's roughly in the 75th percentile for both weight and height.  
Not too shabby, right? ;)

-Milestones-

While we're still not crawling, 
Miss Thing has mastered the art of sitting up and likes to bend at the 
waist until she's almost on her stomach to reach her toys.  
Sometimes she'll flop on over and then get mad 
because she can't figure out how to get where she wants to go.  
Oh well, she'll learn soon enough! 

She can, however, 
stand up while holding onto furniture, 
and attempts to walk in the mobile walker.  
Perhaps she'll do what her Daddy did and completely
 skip crawling and go straight to pulling up and walking??  
You never know with these kiddos!

Food wise, 
Reagan's been quite adventurous 
and is trying a wide array of yummy foods.  
So far she has tried (and enjoys) sweet potatoes, carrots, 
sweet peas, avocados, apples, bananas, pears, and mango.  
Tonight we're trying out the ole' kidney beans---
yummo!  

She is currently the proud owner of 
two pearly white hamster teeth, 
and is working on a third!  
Just when I thought that smile couldn't get any cuter, 
I see two tiny chompers peeking out 
and I just have to giggle!  

-Clothes-

She's still fitting into her 6-month stuff, 
which the occasional 9-month jacket or onesie.  
She loves her footie jammies, which is strange, 
because she really doesn't like to wear socks or shoes 
(she pulls them off or kicks her legs till they fall off, lol).  
But put her in a pair of footie jammies 
and she's happy as a clam!  

-Pictures-

My favorite part of the updates! :)


She's eyeing my left hand...the one that contains the bowl of bananas and oatmeal, lol.


This was the face I got before leaving for my single day of work one week.  
It was sooo hard to leave her! 


Love. This. Tiny. Diva.


One word: carrots.  Bahaha!  (This was her first taste.  
She learned to like them shortly after.)



Post-bath curls :)


Chillin' with Mommy.


She's such a big girl--sitting up in the buggy all by herself! 


Before her Dedication Ceremony at church!


First attempt at a sippy cup...
this is definitely going to take more practice, lol.


She was going for the "domestic goddess" look that day. 
And she totally ROCKED it! 
;)


Mommy's first time painting the piggies...
yeah, I should have waited till she was asleep. 


Mid-thigh rolls are my fave. 
:)


Holding her bottle like a pro!


Sporting her "Grandpa's Sweetheart" onesie on her Grandpa Dick's birthday.  
I sure do wish he could have met this little sweetie!


Morning play time is always fun.  She "speed dates" her toys and then decides
 she wants to watch Mickey instead.  
Nutso.


There is no place I'd rather be than here, with you. 


Seven month photo shoot! I love how she's leaning in to see her 
Daddy while he takes her picture. 
:)


Seven month progression.  
It's amazing to see how she's changed!  
Wow!


Isn't she a doll??
Gah. 
I'm so in love with this munchkin!
<3

Ok, now that our little update is done, 
let's talk prayer requests!

I've enjoyed sharing my
infertility journey with you
all, and I feel so blessed to be able to
share God's love and faithfulness
with others through this trial in my life. 

But... 
I can't shake the feeling that God is
 trying to show me a new area 
He wants to use me in, and I've been 
praying for Him to point me in the direction
He wants my blog and I to go.

What is this "new area", you ask?
I believe it is fitness, 
nutrition, and how to juggle 
healthy living 
while being a full-time Mommy.  

I know, you're probably like, 
"Where in the world did this come from?!"
Let me explain a little more...

I have been unhappy in my body
for years now, which (as you can imagine)
was only worsened postpartum.  
I hated the way I looked and I 
didn't even want my husband to look 
at me because I felt like a nasty troll 
(yes, I may have used those 
exact words at one point).

As you can imagine, this 
puts stress on the intimacy-side 
of marriage,
as well as my overall well-being.

Something had to give!

After praying and asking God to forgive me for 
not loving myself
the way He loves me or seeing the beauty 
in the body He gave me, 
I realized that I was the one who,
with prayer and dedication, 
could make the necessary
changes in order to be happy in my own
skin.
I had to make my body the 
temple it was designed 
to be so that God 
can use me to my full potential.

Profound, right?
I had to put these 
conclusions to action!

So, I have recently been making
alterations in my lifestyle: 
eating "clean" (no processed or refined foods),
no wheat/dairy (due to intolerances),
and incorporating weight
training into my workout routine
to gain strength.

I changed my diet almost four weeks
ago, and I have to say
that I haven't felt this good in...
well, I don't even
remember the last time I felt this good!

I have energy, despite 
being a full-time Mommy and part-time nurse.

My body has changed in
the most amazing ways in such a 
short period of time.
(I have abs again, y'all! 
Gasp!)

My constant physical ailments 
have all but subsided, including reflux, 
bloating, headaches, abdominal
pain, and chronic constipation
(TMI, I know, lol).  

I'm sleeping better at night, 
and I only drink one cup of coffee in the morning
(to help get me going ;) ).

See what I mean?? 
It's amaze-balls, folks!
So amaze-balls that I have to share
this with others
who are struggling with
loving their own God-given bodies!

Whatcha think??
Am I crazy for wanting to make this move?
Please be praying for 
God's guidance, 
and also please leave me a comment
with your thoughts!

I love you all and I can't thank you enough 
for sticking with me on this crazy 
path to Mommyhood. 
Of course, the journey has only begun,
so don't think I'll stop
updating you guys on our miracle!

I hope that as 
my blog evolves into 
something different, 
you guys will continue to follow
me as I go where God is leading me.
You never know--
God may have a blessing waiting 
for you there, too! 
:)








Monday, February 3, 2014

Reagan's Half-Year Birthday!

Man, it feels like for-ev-er 
(insert kid's voice from "The Sandlot")
since I've posted!  

I've really missed you guys!  

Let's see what's happened since I've been away,
shall we?

---

Well, for starters...
I have dealt with some tough emotional issues
over the past few months.  
Issues with handling
the changes that having a baby brings about
(as well as those pesky hormonal
ups and downs).

In a nutshell, 
I was trying to compare myself 
to all the other mothers 
I know,
as well as comparing Reagan to
their babies.

I know, shame on me. 
:(

I would get upset at myself if I couldn't 
accomplish all my 
daily chores of the day,
or if I didn't have time to thaw
meat out to make dinner for 
my husband.
I felt like I was letting he and Reagan 
down by not 
being a "good" wife and Mommy.

I also was getting frustrated when
Miss Thing wouldn't
nap longer than thirty minutes,
or when a friend's baby 
who was the same age
hit a milestone and she didn't.  

After praying about and struggling 
with this for weeks,
I finally felt the need to message an old
friend of mine from back home
about my concerns and
asked her to keep me in her prayers.

Her response was definitely
God-sent,
and it totally changed the way
I view my days.

She said she also had been
dealing with the sin of "comparing" her life,
which allowed bitterness to build
in her heart,
both towards herself and her son.
She had to ask forgiveness
from God
and then thank Him 
for the blessings thru the trials.

Even though her son
doesn't sleep the best,
he's healthy.

Even though he is clingy/needy, 
he's happy.

That's all that matters.

It doesn't matter if you
put a meal made from scratch 
on the table,
or if you heated
up a Stouffer's meal.

It doesn't matter if you 
completed every task on your 
To-Do list
while your child took
a two-hour nap,
or if you managed to
accomplish just the bare minimum
in between their cat-naps.

We have to continue to 
see the blessings in everything.
Even in the mundane, 
little things that we sometimes take for 
granted. 

After my conversation with her,
I chose to view life differently.

Instead of looking at everyday
like a version of Groundhog Day 
(yes, I'm embarrassed to 
say this is exactly how I described
it to my husband),
I now look at each day 
as an opportunity to teach my
daughter something.

To shower her with unconditional 
love.

To show her what a blessing 
she is to us,
and how much she
has changed our lives for the better.

And to show her how to 
live for God.

Every. Single. Day.

Whew.  
What a relief it was 
to figure out what was bothering me
and give it to God!  
It's amazing how, when we do that,
He supplies us with renewed
peace and patience,
and helps us to see The Big Picture
again!

---

Hmm...what else?

I started back at my old job 
(home health)
doing only one day a week.
So far, it's going great!

It sure is a blessing to be
able to work that one day and then spend 
the rest of my time with my
little munchkin!
Alright, now that you know
how I have changed 
in the last month,
let's look at how Peanut
has changed, too!

-Temperament-

She started putting herself 
to sleep the week after Christmas,
and (for the most part)
continues to do so!  
This is a SERIOUS blessing---
no more bouncing
till my legs hurt! lol

We had a slight regression
that lasted a good two weeks or so
(waking early from her naps 
and throughout the night),
but now Baby Girl 
is back on track.

Woohoo!

Reagan smiles at people
she recognizes now,
which sure does melt your heart!

She likes to squeal and 
make noises, 
but doesn't quite "babble" yet.
I'm waiting for the 
day when I hear "ma-ma-ma-ma-ma"
coming from her nursery monitor.
I'm sure it'll be
any day now! 

She likes to grab EVERYTHING now,
especially our phones.

She has figured out she can
actually bounce in
her Exersaucer,
so that occupies at least a few 
minutes of her day.

Nothing really keeps her attention
for more than ten minutes at a time, though.
Apparently, I can thank her Daddy
for this, because he was
just like that as a child.  

Grrrrrreat, lol.

-Weight-

The last time I weighed her,
Miss Piggy was somewhere around 16 lbs.

Yeah, I know.  

Homegirl likes to eat.
;)

Her 6-month well-check is this Thursday,
so we shall see what she's 
at then!  

-Milestones-

Reagan is officially sitting up
on her own!  
She loves to sit up and 
place her toys in front of her and
then kick them till they're 
out of reach.
Then she will grab them 
(or make us give them back)
and it starts all over again.

Silly puppy, lol.

We started her on baby food about two
weeks shy of her sixth month
birthday due to the doctor's recommendation.
Her reflux wasn't getting any better 
with the medications,
so we decided to stop them all and
start baby food, which 
would allow us to decrease the 
amount of formula she was getting.

Believe it or not, 
this has made a world of difference!
Her spit-up episodes have
decreased at least 75%,
and now when she does spit-up,
it's usually because 
we've jostled her a little too much.

PTL for this,
because everything was getting 
creamed with formula
puke on a daily basis! 
(Which feels even more gross
than it sounds, lol.)

So, you may be asking how
she liked the baby food.

It's food, ain't it?? 

This chick LOVES to eat!
It doesn't really matter
what it is I'm feeding her 
(although she definitely prefers 
bananas to apples
and sweet potatoes to avocados),
she opens her mouth
and cleans up that spoon
like a pro! 

That's my girl! ;)

Side Note:
I'm making all of her baby food
right now,
so if you have any pointers
or "go-to" recipes,
please leave a comment 
or message me and fill me in! 
Thanks!

In addition to sitting up 
and starting 
baby food, Baby Girl also
cut her first tooth!  

Eek!!!

It's the bottom, front, right one, 
and it's teeny tiny and 
oh-so cute.  
Her Daddy and I were soooo
happy to see that little guy
poking through,
because she was constantly fussy,
not wanting to finish her bottles,
and not sleeping well 
(this was the regression I mentioned earlier).

Let's just hope she handles
it a little better next time one starts to 
come in.

(Yeah, right.)

-Clothes-

For the most part, 
Miss Thunder-Thighs is wearing
6-month attire,
with the occasional 3-month
onesie or 9-month outfit
that fits (depending on the brand).

-Pictures-

(Warning: prepare to be bombarded 
with cuteness!)

Bath time photoshoot! 
Miss Priss has mastered the art of 
splashing water 
with her legs, which 
makes baths way more fun!


Showing Mommy her spiffy socks.


Her first snow day!
She was less than impressed
with the cold, white stuff,
lol. 


Sitting up like a big girl!
(And VERY into Mickey,
if you can't tell from 
the expression, lol.)


"I said no more pics, Mom! Now go 
to your room.  I said go!"


Diggin' her new ride (which she only 
knows how to operate in 
reverse).


Big bow = big smile!


You are my sunshine...my only sunshine...
:)


Wagon ride with Mickey!


I think the sun was a little bright. 
Poor Baby Girl couldn't see, lol.



Constructing her next masterpiece...


Fingers in the mouth.
Always.


She knows she's cool...


Snuggle time with Mommy!
(And yes, I chopped off all my hair! 
BIG mistake! Haha.)


Six month photoshoot!


My fave.
<3


Love. This. Tiny. Human. 


---

That's all, folks!

I can't wait to update y'all again 
next month, 
because at the rate this kid
changes, I'm sure 
there will be tons of new milestones
to report by then!

I pray you all have a fab February!

Until we meet again...
:)

Verse/Thought of the Day:

"I will sing of your strength, 
in the morning I will sing of your love; 
for you are my fortress, 
my refuge in times of trouble." 

Psalm 59:16

No matter the obstacle 
you're facing,
no matter how busy your 
day may be...
you're never too busy 
to stop and praise the King!

(Hey, that rhymed...sort of, lol.)









Monday, December 30, 2013

Reagan's Five Month Birthday (and First Christmas!)

Well, hey again!

I sure have missed you guys!

I hope you all had a fabulous Christmas 
with your families 
celebrating the birth of our Savior---
I know I did!

I feel like it's been for-ev-er since I've posted, 
so let's catch up on what's new with
myself and Baby Girl!

Let's see, where to begin...

We managed to survive our first "family virus" 
that made it's way through our home...
Blah.

At first, it was a head cold that started
with a sore throat,
fever, congestion, etc. and lasted
a good two weeks.

My hubby got it first, then two weeks
later I was lucky enough
to experience it. 
(Joy...lol.)
Two weeks after THAT,
Miss Priss caught a little different
strain of it (it only lasted a few days), 
so of course, the hubs and I caught that 
one from her, too.

Just when we thought we were all
in the clear, here comes the flu.

No lie.

So now Reagan has a fever, aches, and is just 
generally whimpy.
Poor kid!
And a month from being able to get the 
flu shot, too! 

Anyway, I'm hoping this is the last
of the sickness for this family for a while!

---

Christmas this year was 
definitely "different" 
(babies have a way of changing things---
but for the better, of course!).
But it was also, hands down,
the best Christmas ever since we 
finally got to enjoy it
with our sweet little blessing!

Reagan got to meet Santa (pics below),
who she wasn't too sure about.
She didn't cry (PTL), but
she sure didn't smile either! lol

Christmas morning,
we "helped" her open her gifts,
which she had little interest in.
She was much more into watching
Mickey Mouse Clubhouse 
and taking a nice long nap, lol.

But she really did an awesome job of 
going with the flow as we went from one 
festivity to another!
As long as she had her bottle and a place 
to take a siesta,
she was good to go! ;)

Now I can't wait to experience Christmas with 
Baby Girl 
as she gets older!

---

My parents, younger brother, sister-in-law,
 and niece all made the trip up 
here to see us over the weekend, 
which was such a treat!
I always love seeing their faces, 
and being able to finally spend some quality time
with my sweet little niece was
just icing on the cake!

---

After my last round of mastitis, 
my husband and I made the decision to
wean Reagan to formula so that 
I wouldn't get that sick again.

Trust me, 
that was one of the toughest decisions 
I've had to make as a
Mommy so far!

Luckily, I had PLENTY of breastmilk 
stored in the freezer for such an occasion,
so we were able to able to transition her
slowly over a 6-week period.
Christmas Day was her last day of 
"Mommy milk",
but she seems to be doing just fine
on the formula!  
PTL the kid just loves food, 
so she made it easy for us! lol

---

Unfortunately, though, we've been battling
with the dreaded "R" word...

Reflux.

Ugh.

We started to notice it more
around her 2-month checkup.
She would almost always spit up after
her bottle;
sometimes it was only 
a little bit, but most of the time
it was like a volcano.
It got progressively worse 
over the next two months, but her 
weight was steadily 
increasing, so we figured it wasn't 
something we needed to rush to the pediatrician 
for.

At her 4-month check up, however, 
I couldn't take it any longer.
We were going through as many as 28
burp cloths in 4 days,
and I felt like I couldn't 
take her anywhere because I wasn't 
sure if she was going to puke all over the place.
Sad, I know! lol

The doc recommended we try a tsp or two of
rice cereal in each bottle to thicken it.
We tried that for about two weeks and it didn't
really seem to help.

To make a long story short, 
we have been through every trick in the book
to help this kid keep her food down.
We've finally ended up with this concoction, which seems
to be helping over the last few days:

-Formula + 2 tsp of rice cereal to each bottle
-Zantac (to reduce the acid in her belly) twice a day
-Reglan (to help her stomach empty better) three times a day
-Burp about every ounce during her feeding
-Up after meals for at least 15 minutes

It seems like a lot of work just to keep
the amount of spit up down, 
but when it's your child throwing up all over 
herself, you, the floor, her toys, 
and your loved ones, 
you'll do just about anything to make it stop! lol

Please pray this continues to help until
Lil Bit grows out of this reflux stage!

---

Now for Miss Thing's monthly "update":

-Temperament-

She has her moments, but she is mostly a happy little camper!
She loves to smile and gives 
us a good belly laugh every now and then
that just melts our hearts!

She loves to do the Hokey Pokey and play
Peekaboo.

She also loves to be put up on her Daddy's shoulders
so she can see everything.  She grabs 
his hair to hold on. 

Cutest. Thing. Ever.

-Weight-

Chunky McChunkster is weighing in 
at a hefty 15 lbs now.

Yikes!

That may sound like a lot, and those cheeks
do have their own zip code, 
but it's really only in the 50th percentile, so
she's perfectly "average" for her age!

She's 24 inches long (as of her last appointment), 
which is also in the 50th percentile.
So Baby Girl is average all around!

-Clothes-

She's what I'd call "in between sizes" 
again.

3-months seems a little tight in some
brands, 
but 6-month is too big.

But I love that we've gotten into 
some of the winter attire (even though we haven't
 really had a true "winter" here yet),
so I can layer stuff and not
be as worried about her overheating.

The only problem is that she takes 
after her Mommy...she hates to
have anything on her feet.
I put the cutest little boots on her and she kicks
them off before we even leave the house! 
Bummer, lol.

-Milestones-

Reagan isn't much for rolling over these days.
She still can go from
tummy to back when she wants to,
but she's usually perfectly content to just
prop up on her wrists and take in
the view from her belly.

I keep trying to work with her on
rolling more often and going
from back to tummy,
but she's just not diggin' it.
Oh well.
I'm sure she'll learn when she's good
and ready! ;)

Something she does enjoy is sitting up, though!
She can balance herself
by leaning forward just a little or putting
her hands on her feet.
I'm so proud of her!
Her GG bought her an adorable pink
stuffed chair with her name on it
for Christmas,
which she likes to prop up in and watch
her toons.
(Crazy kid, lol.)

-Pictures-

She doesn't look so sure about this bearded man...lol.


My lil' cutie patootie.
:)


VERY into her toys.


Reading a story to Sophie the giraffe,
her new BFF.


First outfit of the holiday season!


Happy, Happy, Happy!


My silly monkey in her Christmas PJ's (this is going
to be my yearly Christmas Eve gift to her).
This was before the marathon of gift-opening began!


This is what she gave me when I said, "Say 'Yay, Aunt Jenn!'"
LOL!


This girl loves her rice cereal!
It's finger-lickin' good.


Trying out her new chair!


"Whatchu lookin' at?"


Giggles for Mickey!


"Look, Mom!
I feel better!
No more fever!"


Penny for your thoughts, Baby Girl.
:)



Alrighty,
I think we're all caught up now!

I'll be back next month for another update,
and possibly a little post here and
there (if I can find the time
in between bottles, naps, and chores! lol).

I hope you all have a safe and blessed New Year!
I have a feeling 2014
 is going to
be even better than 2013!
That God of ours is always up to something! ;)

Till we meet again...

Verse/Thought of the Day (or Month, I suppose):

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ,
he is a new creation.
The old has passed away;
behold,
the new has come."

2 Corinthians 5:17

We don't have to wait till the New Year 
rolls around
to make changes in our lives.

God honors "resolutions"
(spiritually speaking)
all year round!

And the greatest resolution we can
make it to invite Jesus into
our hearts and give our lives over to
Him.

When we do,
(just like the above verse says)
the old passes away
and you become a new creation
in Christ!

To learn more about how you
can make this ultimate, 
life changing decision, click here.

Happy New Year, y'all!












Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Reagan's Four Month Birthday

I know, y'all...
I'm extremely late on posting this!

We had company staying with us all of 
last week for Thanksgiving,
and then, of course,
 I caught a lovely virus from my husband (thanks, honey!), 
which I still have.

So to say it's been a little cray-cray around here is an understatement!

But, I finally had a few minutes 
to myself while Miss Priss 
is sleeping, so I finally get to update you
on how she's doing!

She officially turned four months
last Friday, so let's see what's
happening in her world...

Temperament:

She's a happy, smiley baby...most of the time!
Take her bottle from her or ignore her
for too long and you're bound to hear some fussing.

She is laughing a lot more, and loves it when
her Daddy sings "her song" called Baby Bear.
(Yes, he made it up.
And yes, it's quite hilarious, lol.)

She also thinks it's hilarious to be naked.
As soon as I start to take off her clothes
she giggles and smiles the cutest smile ever!

Weight:

According to our home scale,
her weight has tapered off a bit at
thirteen and a half pounds.
I'm assuming that's somewhere in the 50%
percentile, but we'll find out
for sure at her four month check-up
tomorrow!

Clothes:

She's still in her three month clothes,
which makes me happy---
I'm not ready to have her move up to the
six month stuff already!
That would mean she's really growing up!
The way I see it,
the longer she stays in three month clothing,
the longer I can pretend she's still
my little bitty baby.
:)

Milestones:

Reagan is grabbing for her toys on
the activity mat now
and continues to roll over (most the time)
when she does her tummy time.

Still no belly laugh, but I think it's coming
soon!

Pictures:

This is her "stank face".
Little stinker, lol.


Well, excuuuuuse me for interrupting
your Doc McStuffins,
Miss Thing.
No need to pout.


Tummy time!
(While watching Toy Story, of course.)


Ducky face!


Checking out all the ruffles on
her Thanksgiving dress.


Annnnd there goes the hand in
the mouth.


Little Miss Photogenic,
herself.


Four Month photo shoot!



Well, guys, that's is for today!
Sorry it took so long to finally post!

Seeing that I'm always behind on posting lately,
I was starting to think maybe it would
be a good idea for me to spread the posts out more...
like, maybe once a month?
Then I could sit down and focus on
writing a really good post,
instead of always rushing to get a short
one in every week.

Whatcha think??

Let's try it out next month and see what happens!
I'll miss y'all in the meantime!
:)

I hope you have a blessed Christmas,
remembering what this time of year
is TRULY about:

the miraculous birth of our Savior!



Verse/Thought of the Day:

"For unto us a child is born,
a Son is given.
The government will be on His
shoulders.
His name will be Wonderful,
Counselor,
Mighty God,
Everlasting Father,
Prince of Peace."

Isaiah 9:6

Praise God for the birth of His son,
the reason for the season!